First of all, you start ignoring the whole world, people talk to you but you just sit or stand there like you're dead and when they shake you a little you realize you're with people and they are talking to you.
Then you make a stupid excuse and leave that place, people-friends try to find out what happened but you've no answer. They look at your face and can tell you're about to cry but you just can't help it. Each minute seems like an hour. You look at your phone every 5 seconds.
And you have no hunger or thirst, you don't need water or food now. Because if somehow you try to eat it just won't go through your throat you'll chew and chew but you cannot swallow.
You walk like a dead person, and people try their level best to cheer you up, but no one can do anything.
You've to survive on your own, Even Rocky Balboa's speech won't help.
Entire youtube sucks you have nothing to write on the search bar. There's just a Facebook screen open and you check it over and over again, you watch that person's profile every 5 minutes.
You cannot sleep, try what you can but you won't sleep. You hate everything around you, you shout at people, So so many negative thoughts.
Then comes the flashback, you think too hard that it literally hurts in your brain, and the feeling somewhere around your heart is not just a feeling anymore it's a pain now, and the worst part is you've to live with it.
You don't know what to do, you think like million things to correct what you've done wrong but you're no longer that smart guy anymore you're a dumbass that's why it happened to you.
It's like being in hell.
Then you make a stupid excuse and leave that place, people-friends try to find out what happened but you've no answer. They look at your face and can tell you're about to cry but you just can't help it. Each minute seems like an hour. You look at your phone every 5 seconds.
And you have no hunger or thirst, you don't need water or food now. Because if somehow you try to eat it just won't go through your throat you'll chew and chew but you cannot swallow.
You walk like a dead person, and people try their level best to cheer you up, but no one can do anything.
You've to survive on your own, Even Rocky Balboa's speech won't help.
Entire youtube sucks you have nothing to write on the search bar. There's just a Facebook screen open and you check it over and over again, you watch that person's profile every 5 minutes.
You cannot sleep, try what you can but you won't sleep. You hate everything around you, you shout at people, So so many negative thoughts.
Then comes the flashback, you think too hard that it literally hurts in your brain, and the feeling somewhere around your heart is not just a feeling anymore it's a pain now, and the worst part is you've to live with it.
You don't know what to do, you think like million things to correct what you've done wrong but you're no longer that smart guy anymore you're a dumbass that's why it happened to you.
It's like being in hell.
If you want a book I recommend The Modern Breakup by Daniel Chiliac
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